EllaBlack

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42 Days by EllaBlack, literature

Teeth by EllaBlack, literature

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Teeth

This tiring game It never ends, Thought I got out of it long ago. But the escape It doesn't exist It all comes full circle again. One more time The finger is pointed It will never be the last. And somehow No matter how I try, I can never turn my back. For fear of the knife? No, For fear of the repercussions. The disappointment he must feel, For all the lies that he held truths. We all will turn, In the blink of an eye, And bear our teeth again.

Lost Apology by EllaBlack, literature

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Lost Apology

Do you remember the feeling, when everything went wrong? The cat was at the window and you were singing a song. Hope and admiration, such an easy thing to get lost. Hanging my head in silence, as the lullaby came to a stop. Sweet beauty, you came to me, yet I could not sing a tune. You gave all your love to me, and I ran away too soon. You looked at me with such affection, and I only saw bars. Your love which had carried me, stole away my stars. I went to the kitchen, my first steps away, I instantly regretted, but I just couldn't stay. Your beauty never faltered, I love you still. But my fear overcame me, and I lost my will. And in that mome

Musings from a Deranged Mind by EllaBlack, literature

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Musings from a Deranged Mind

Jesus is his savior, a bullet is hers. God is just an idea, but millions serve. An escape is an escape, but we're not leaving this room. Apathy is agony, but you're lost in this too. Musings from a deranged mind, or the best seller sitting on your shelf? Suicide is crazy, and sanity is something you decide for yourself. Money is just a paper, but it's more than you and me. A home is a shelter, but a house isn't a place to be free. Sex is just an action, but actions can't be undone. Affection is a necessity, but we leave the ones we love. Hell is just a story, but we all believe in lies. A smile says youre happy, but the

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Every Dream I Have about Sex by lilymewlis97, literature

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Every Dream I Have about Sex

Every dream I have Involving sex Is never with you I'm always kissing the face Of men I once knew Their identities are hidden Yet their bodies I can't resist And they never restrain me By hurting my wrists Every dream I have Involving sex Is one I want to Actually exist I hate competing against Someone I can never Win against I'm never really good enough Good enough to win I hate the talk of money I hate it when you walk away I hate it most of all When you say you can go to work And I can stay home and play Play housewife Not provider Play your life Negatory ghost rider I feel like a puppet Tied down to this life

10 flute Commandments by XxKatelynStormxX, literature

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10 flute Commandments

The 10 flute Commandments 1.) Thou Shall not covet thy neighbors flute 2.) Thou Shall not sqeek. 3.) Thou Shall always tune because bad intonation hurts. 4.) Thou Shall learn to count 5.) Thou Shall scream excessively loud while cheering 6.) Thou Shall consume at least 1 fried oreo during competition. 7.) Thou Shall always blame trumpets...Floutist are never wrong. 9.) Thou Shall not twirl thy flute..this shall lead to death

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Letters to God by lilymewlis97, literature

Do you love me? by ChibiMoshie, literature

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Do you love me?

So cold and empty am I Torn and broken inside. I want to scream out - shout! But I've taken another route. I bottle it up in this hollow shell Why am I here? Is this Hell? I nod my head once, twice... Mutilation my only vice. No one sees the hurt - the pain. Maybe that's why I feel this shame. I never let anything out and I never let anyone in. I feel like I'm living a life full of sin. Bystanders watch my decay. Maybe this will all end one day. I can only hope and pray that someone will come forth and say.... "You mean the world to me, The sky, the grass and sea. I'll see you in my dreams tonight and you'll be in my arms,

You Don't Even Bat an Eye by lilymewlis97, literature

Madness - the Best I've Done by joaquin-matamosca, literature

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Madness - the Best I've Done

Muffin Madness~! Muffin… muffin! Oh muffin! Poor sweet muffin Falling to the floor Crumbling into pieces Having sex with the dog! MUFFIN! How could you?! Now you are a hairy muffin And a very scary muffin I can't breathe Because I crammed another muffin in my mouth And I am still hungry! Muffin, you are my whore! Oh muffin! Were you blueberry? Or were you peach? Muffin, muffin You sick son of a beach! Doggy Madness~! Dog! Sweet dog! How I love you dog! YOU ARE DOGGED DOG! For you ate muffin, After doing in And sealing the deal! DOG! DOG! DOG! Kitten Frolical~! Kitty-kitty! Meow! Meow! BARK! WOLF! WOL

Alitheia by joaquin-matamosca, literature

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Alitheia

Once upon a time, In a perfect little world. There lived a strong boy And an intelligent little girl. They lived in a grand kingdom– That gave peace to a never-ending war For you see this little perfect world Wasn't so perfect before... It happened many years ago Long before the two were born Two kingdoms fought forever I'm sure you've heard this before. One king was good and just With his wife and his son ruling beside him The other king was cruel and evil. Something wasn't there inside him. You see, the evil king had lacked a heart And was once the good king's most noble servant Until one day when the evil king rebel

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She Was a Teenage Zombie by EllaBlack, literature

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She Was a Teenage Zombie

Since you left, My mask is pushed back on, No one can see the truth, My conscious actions are long gone. The scars have opened up, My skin peeling away, All the pain and demons, Flowing from the gates. I walk down the halls, Strings pulled like a marionette, I'm a hyper-tonic cell, Shriveling until my impending death. I can still hear you calling my name, Ripping hair from my skull, Blood caked under my nails, I look in the mirror, eyes dead and dull. I am the unwanted card, In a deck of twenty-seven, I am the living corpse, Rising from my grave, on your screen at half past eleven. You were the rock, The ground beneath my

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Nov 27, 1991
United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Heya I'm Jenn, I'm nineteen and a bit of a spaz. I'm a band geek who loves math and art but has issues getting my points across. I'm the youngest of five which makes me both stubborn and patient. It's hard to get me mad but when you do don't blame me if you get hurt. I am generally easy going but please don't test me. I'm bi-sexual and proud of it, if you have a problem with that it's ok :) a lot people do and I will not hold it against you. I am very easy to love and also easy to hate, which you choose to do is up to you, I can only be myself. If you want to know more you can read about it in my gallery.

Current Residence: Back woods Georgia
Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock
Favourite photographer: Szczur88
Favourite style of art: Anime
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: the gas station?
Wallpaper of choice: Navy Blue with thin neon green stripes!
Skin of choice: tan (even though I'm white as a sheet)
Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi!!!!!>.<
Personal Quote: "It's a flute thing. Remember that."

Favourite Movies

MirrorMask

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

World Inferno Friendship Society

Favourite Books

Where the Red Fern Grows and The Stand

Favourite Writers

Lilymewlis

Favourite Games

Halo 3 and Guitar Hero

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-Box 360

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pen, and flute

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EllaBlack

Jul 28, 2011

Blame

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This entire week has sucked massively, and I guess I've finally come to terms wiht the fact that I will always be the one to blame. It will always, ALWAYS come down to one point: Jennifer is the monster. I have never been the manipulator and I guess that gave me the consent to be manipulated. And so many people have given her that power, and it will always come back to me. I've accepted it now, but that doesn't make me any less tired. It's exhausting, being the center of it all, when really I just want to be left alone. I guess now I'm running away, but with nothing here, I have to find something to run to. If only to escape. The blame is

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EllaBlack

Jul 12, 2011

Rants and Ramblings from the Nationally Abhorred

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One word: religion. It has turned practically every man woman and child against eachother. And as single words usually do, religion leads to another, more powerful word: HATE. Religion gives people an excuse to hate, and an excuse to teach that hate to children. People kill over which face in the sky is worshipped. And no one will ever realize what a crock that is. Religion is only an excuse. An excuse to persecute, to destroy, to murder: to hate. And everyone just accepts this fate, the fact that they can sin and yet be forgiven. That they can murder, they can scorn, they can hate. Because all will be forgiven. Just one more band-aid on

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EllaBlack

Jun 27, 2011

My apologies

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I know I said I was coming back a while ago, but alot of files somehow got deleted off of my computer so I got a little disheartened. Practically all of the somewhat decent stuff I have written in the past six months was deleted, which was really frustrating, but I really am back now. and I get to rifle through the thousands of deviations that I have missed :p. Anyhow I'm back thought I'd let you know I'm serious this time.